Tuesday, August 31, 2010

To Ching Ying.



Hi there, this is one of my best friends, Ching Ying. She will be going to Taiwan tomorrow and I would like to write something for her.


Before I start, please take note that this is an ancient picture and we are much more prettier and maturer than we were...


If anyone tells you that she is a helpful and kind girl, please do not doubt that, she really is.
I always feel lucky to have her as my friend, she's the one who will always be there for you when you're in trouble. God knows how much I appreciate her for writing the resume on behalf of me so that I was able to apply for universities. Since she is so good at English, I always seek for her help, from writing essay to correcting mistakes or translating.


If you want me to pick a friend who help me the most, she's the one, who always get me out of troubles. The relationship between she and I may not be the best I ever had but it is definitely a precious one. We always have something to talk about, we share almost everything. We can chat for hours, without a second of rest and we are not getting strange although we have not been talking for quite some time. I think this is what a true friendship about.


I feel sad to say good bye. I don't know when can we meet each other and chat for hours just like the past. Time really tears us apart but I believe that facebook and msn won't. Keep in touch wherever we are, I will be glad to hear anything from you. TAKE CARE there, think of my tiny little support when you are alone in Taiwan, feeling lonely or helpless. You can do it and I know that everything will be fine, I just know that.


Tonight is a sleepless night for you and to be honest, my mood is kind of weird now. It is hard to believe that time flies, and we will be in the different places, doing different things as the memories of the past seem like yesterday. It seems like yesterday we had our J3 graduation trip at Kuala Gula, it seems like yesterday we gossiped about our friends ...


We will meet again in the future. I wish that you will be a successful designer one day~


Let me end this post by a HUGE THANK YOU to Ching Ying, thank you for being so helpful, thank you for being so caring, thank you for being so understanding, thank you for being so chatty, thank you for being so friendly, thank you for being so generous, thank you for showing up to be my friend, thank you for everything.


I enjoy being your friend C:




Monday, August 30, 2010

The exciting part.

It's half an hour to the last day of August, the calendar keeps reminding me that it is getting closer to the day I depart.

I have been imagining how would it be when the day comes every night before I fall asleep.
I feel excited and sad at the same time, you can imagine how weird it is...

Independence Day is coming soon so I'm not going to talk about the sad part...

So, what's the exciting side of leaving in less than 20 days?

First, you can get anything you want.
All you need to do is tell mummy that how much you need something, how adorable it is, how much you love it, how expensive it is in overseas etc.
Of course, you can get it without being nagged, which you have been experienced for you last 18 years of life.
I had a wonderful shopping yesterday and I got everything I wanted so badly such as a more good looking laptop bag, a brand new pencil case, two pairs of jeans, sweaters ... and I'm going to shop again tomorrow.

Secondly, your relationship between mum and dad has never been closer.
Both of us know that we will be no longer living under the same roof so we try our best to spend more time together. As we doing that, we get to know each other better and sometimes, I can see their passion and love for me in their eyes. I can tell how much they care about me and how hard it is for them to let me go alone. There is no more argument and disagreement between us, I do enjoy these memorable time we have spent. Thanks for giving me such a good time, I'm lucky to be your daughter.

I've almost get everything done before departing, there's only one thing left now, and it's the most important part of all: visa.

Let's pray together so it won't be rejected. =P

I would like to end this post by greeting my beloved country, Malaysia, Happy Independence Day !!!
I am happy to live here but I am happier to leave.





Saturday, August 28, 2010

Leave in peace, may I ?

Aunts have been calling me these two days, asked me if I really want to go abroad, could I leave these all behind, would I feel sad to leave ... this kind of questions.

All of their questions made me feel guilty, made me started to think that am I wrong to leave, am I too selfish to do this or perhaps I should stay here longer.

I do feel sad to leave and I will definitely miss here but what's the point of staying here, be the same me as last time, without any improvement?

I've been wasting too much time on people who never give a damn on me and I have spent time to wait for everything to be fine. I'm sick of waiting and do nothing, I want to do something for my own this time.
I'm tired of putting others' priority beyond mine, I want to be selfish in a less harmless way, so I made my choice, I leave.

I didn't hold up a bank to make myself a classy lady, I didn't murder someone I hated so much, I didn't commit suicide when I really feel like dying, I didn't stab people's back who I really wish to...

What's wrong of letting myself to leave?

I know it's selfish, I'm sorry but I am not going to change my mind.
No one knows my feelings when I got an unconditional offer from the university, it's like when you lost something that you wanted so badly and it suddenly appeared when you had given up.
It's a miracle of my life, a great chance for me to learn and I really need it.

I appreciate my aunts and grandparents who had given me a wonderful childhood, I love them but I can only disappoint them now. I am sorry, I really do... I'm going to miss all of you, thanks for loving me all these years. I feel blessed to have all of you in my life.

Well, let's stop the pathetic part of leaving ...

Let me share something about me here. I am just wondering if you guys know what I hate the most.
I hate questions that obviously and seriously over-reacted and I'm annoyed by people who care too much of me because I feel like there's a 24 hour CCTV beside me and I'm not comfortable with that.

So... don't bombard me with questions, I'm easily pissed and to be honest, I feel disgusted ...
Yaya, I'm a weirdo. So don't care about me, ignore me and let me live happily on my own.
I appreciate that~







Friday, August 27, 2010

"Awesome" visa applications one day trip.

When a counsellor tell you that Sept is a peak season for visa applications,
you have to trust him.

If you're leaving in the future, kindly take note that it's always better to get everything done earlier, trust me and you will never have to suffer from long hour waiting.

I reached wisma mca at 10a.m. and I completed the applications at 5p.m.

Try to imagine this scenario: 5p.m. and Kuala Lumpur.
What comes to your mind?


TRAFFIC JAM.


So I reached home at 7.15p.m. and I was dying to go to bed.

After the "awesome" visa applications one day trip,
I wish I would never have to go there again.

I met a girl who is going to Liverpool and same as me, she's reading law too.
The only difference is, I'm a first year student but she's the third year.
However, it doesn't make this coincidence less lovely.
At least I know that there is a Malaysian going with me although we will be arriving differently. Oh, that's another difference. =P

I can't believe that I'm leaving!!! XD



Sunday, August 15, 2010

Define happiness.

I've a tough question here which given by my tuition teacher.
So now you can define happiness by choosing three of the following:-
  • Health
  • Wealth
  • Family
  • Friends
  • Freedom
  • Love
  • Knowledge

What's your answer ?

Here's the top three answer of the class:-

  • Health
  • Family
  • Knowledge

And, surprisingly, nobody has chosen love as their priority.
So do I.
See, life is not all about l.o.v.e.
Without love, life might be incomplete but it still goes on.




What's your answer ?



Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Forthcoming pre-departure briefing.







Now, it's time to get everything prepared.
I've done nothing. ):


















Monday, August 9, 2010

I've no idea with their imperfections.

Do you realise that there are many people around us who always ranting and raving about their imperfect life?

And here are some examples of their IMPERFECT:-
  • I don't have a boyfriend/girlfriend;
  • My boyfriend/girlfriend just left me;
  • I feel like dying without him/her;
  • My mum doesn't want to buy me another LV bag;
  • I hate my LOUSY Burberry purse;
  • I just need more bags, LV, Burberry, Gucci, Coach, Prada,Hermes, Ferragamo, Celine, Loewe, etc;
  • I want to die I want to die...
And more...



Please, humans.

You are not going to die without a partner, you are not that weak,don't underestimate your strength,
you will absolutely all right without him/her.
There're more in your life, your family, your friends, your pets etc and they love you.
Stop updating your blog just to tell the world how miserable you are,
how much sufferings you're facing, how many times you cry a day,how much you love him/her ...
I believe that you can do some other things to help yourself instead of wishing him/her come back to you.

A luxury brand is more than enough for a student,
you should appreciate it, not complaining.
You can buy anything to indulge in luxuries with some dump reasons,
nobody will say a word if you earn it yourself.

Some dump examples from me:-

use Gucci as a plastic bag, bring it to the market everyday;
buy a pair of shoes from Ferragamo and wear it to the field after raining just to make it dirty;
have some Hermes classic scarves to clean the tables;
buy a Burberry coat to keep you warm in the room with air-conditional;
oops, I want to bring my pet with me. No worries, my Hermes Birkin Bag will take care of it;
i just need some stuffs to full-fill my wardrobe;
i'm fed up today and i want to buy, buy, buy, buy, buy ....


etc.



Appreciate everything you have.
Compare to the poor countries, we already have what we need,
and even more.










Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Arhhh! Bettle Show!!! but it's a mini one.

After disappearing for two and a half days from my msn, facebook and blog,
I'm here again. Blame my modem and the guy who took it for repair on Saturday.
I was dying after my sister told me the bad news. ):

I went to a Mini Beetle Show last Saturday,
it was exciting to see so many beetle in a parking lot.
They are my favourite:-

























I really love this van. haha~



























Little bomba. It looks so cute. >.<