Monday, February 28, 2011


抱歉,
我是一个活在阴影里的人。




信任是我没有勇气去扛起的担子。
你说它离我多远,它就有多远。
每一天,都像是在看电影的倒带,
提醒我从前,提醒我要不相信。




我始终,
没有遇上那个让我信任的人。







Sunday, February 27, 2011

@HELP.


It's been about two months since I started studying here.
Everything is alright, studying here is quite good, at least I can get rid of preparing dinner, doing laundry, washing dishes all those shits.

I get used to the environment quite fast because of Kelly, can't imagine how lonely I would be without her, really appreciate that I've her with me at uni.

The course is getting harder. Assessment week is coming and right after the week we will have to start working on assignments. Looking at all those works I am lost, don't know where and how to start and that is why I am having insomnia again because of the stress.

I saw a sentence from a magazine few days ago, it's as follow:

" ... You are one of the million, you are worth loving. Say it, repeat it, believe it. "

And yes, I will be fine, everyone and everything will be fine.
Repeat it, believe it, and belief makes things real.

An orientation party was held on Wednesday.
It was not that fun but it was alright. At least I got to know more people in the class.
Just let the pictures do the talk, I'm too lazy to continue. :P









Ah yes, I'm still in the girls' gang.


Good night, I hope I could fall asleep.
I am not going to do anything tomorrow.








Thursday, February 24, 2011





Work is piling up like a mountain,
assessment, assignments, textbooks, cases, articles etc etc.





Please, go through it, no matter how.










Saturday, February 19, 2011

Roly-poly.











我要当不倒翁。

人生难免起起落落,
有时候难免摇摇欲坠。

没关系,像不倒翁那样吧。

摇啊摇地怎样也不会倒下。
被打得多重也好,
最后还是要站得好好的。


没有什么事是过不去的,
到最后我会很好。









Thursday, February 17, 2011

Freeze, time.


















我转过头,看着她



“我知道你要讲什么。”




然后,
我们一起笑得很没有形象







Suddenly, I miss those old times so much.
Freeze, time.











Monday, February 14, 2011

Happy Valentine's Day













Love is in the air today =)

For people who're in love, be pure, be faithful and be happy forever.
It's so lucky that you can find the one who's beside you,
hold him/her, don't cheat don't lie and don't betray.
As the picture said, love isn't complicated, people are.
Yes love isn't complicated at all.

Happy Valentine's everyone
and I especially want to wish my dears Mona, Shiroy, Sooyee and Kelly.
I want all of you to be in love forever! Have a nice Valentine's Day with him today! =)

So let me do the ending :
and now, the princes and the princesses live happily ever after ~








Sunday, February 13, 2011

Be fine, please.


曾祖母中风了,躺了三个月
什么都做不了
一天比一天失落

望着她的眼睛我很害怕
如果 我再也看不到你怎么办?
我想握着你的手,可是它们看上去那么脆弱
然后我就退缩了

我记得你总给我做你的拿手好菜
记得你总给我说故事
记得以前总是很爽朗,声音很响亮的你

看见消瘦了的你
看着不再笑的你
不知所措了






看着你
我感恩每天早晨,我能睁开眼睛
去做我想做的
去说我想说的



我想我的执著一部分来自于你

好起来好吗....?


Saturday, February 12, 2011

Just go.


你可以装傻,
可以对所有事都不闻不问
可以不屑一切

去吧



外面的世界是新鲜的
对你来说五彩缤纷、自由奔放
那就去吧



非你不可吗?



不是







吧?






把所有的枕头都搬上床,筑起我的围墙。
跟世界隔绝一夜吧。












Tuesday, February 8, 2011

Lost.










有时就算望着前方也会没有方向,
是这样的吗?



有时就算往前看,看到的却是从前,
每个人都会有吗?






我迷茫

我犹豫

我混乱






我不要那么坚强,只要不软弱就好




Sunday, February 6, 2011

Stop beating.


是的,我变了

曾经我愿意为梦想努力,不怕辛苦也愿意承担 

曾经我会义无反顾,无条件地爱一个人

曾经我没有要回报,伤心了流泪了,却用一句 ”你快乐就好” 来作句号

曾经我的要求很简单,你不需要你请客来让我开心,也不需要你送我回家让我觉得温暖,只要你在意

曾经我会为件小事哭得稀里哗啦,然后记住很久很久


所以我时常会想念那一份你快乐所以我也快乐的傻气,

只是现在我一直找一直找,都没有找到 


不再傻气,就比较清醒,好吗?               我不知道



我的毛病是执著,执著在等待答案,一个我已经知道的答案  



有些事,明知是错的,也要去坚持,因为不甘心

有些人,明知是爱的,也要去放弃,因为没有结局

有时候,明知没路了,却还在前进,因为习惯了


是,我知道错,我只是不甘心

是,我知道没有结局

还有

是,没路了,我知道


我从朋友的部落看到了这句:


曾经很希望会有被你爱上的一天

等了好久,或许有,或许没有


有一天我会给你个过期的告白

你千万不要说你曾经爱上我

因为我会义无反顾地继续爱着你



我还是一个人吧,反正已经没有心跳了























Thursday, February 3, 2011

The rabbit is here for 2011!








Happy Rabbit Year guys!

I was with Mona just now, had dinner and "high tea" at Aeon.
Kind of impressed by the decorations, it reminded me how much I used to love Chinese New Year when I was a child. And yes, I'm still enjoy Chinese New Year, like I used to be. At least I'm still taking ang paus from the folks now, when I'm twenty! Can I remain single and take ang pau from others for the rest of my life? Hehe.

Anyway, I'm sorry I wore black today.
But do look carefully, there are plenty of red too :P







It isn't right but it's ok.




没有你,生活不再那么完整,不过,
我还是可以好好的过着。



Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Give me a smile.


快乐会传染,请在我失落的时候,给我一个最温暖的笑容。

我不再把失落写在脸上,
不再传染失落。

新的一年,请让快乐蔓延,就这样一直下去。

伤心的、痛苦的、难堪的,什么不好的,会过去的。
是的,没有什么过不去。
就这样吧,一个人好好的,快乐地过下去。

除夕快乐。 团圆快乐。

希望大家都好好的。
一切顺利,梦想成真。