Don't ask, I'm answering you now.

不要问我最近在忙什么。

我在做作家，

每天回到家头抬起来都嫌浪费时间，

不停不停地写。

一天七张纸，

满满的两面都是我呕心沥血的笔迹。

Love?

Tell me that you miss me,

because I do.

Oh yeah.

最近心情漂亮得就像在谈恋爱。

Quote.

" Take love as a game and you'll never lose. "

What I have become.

Why do you like going to club?

This is the question I always wanted to ask when I was still a so-called good girl who stays at home every day, who seldom goes out with friends.

I didn't even know how does a club look like, which place has a club, how to behave in a club etc.

I always thought that staying at home is the only way to cheer me up when I feel upset, when I'm depressed. It is a place which will always give me courage to move on, to make me feel better.

But I found out sometimes it just doesn't work.

Since the first time I went to a club, I got addicted.

Whenever I feel depressed, an urge to go to a club is so strong that I cannot resist.

I used to hate heavy music, I used to look down on people who get drunk outside, I used to be very conservative.

I don't know what has changed in me.

Heavy and loud music make me feel released.

Alcohol makes me feel excited.

Getting drunk totally cheer me up.

This is what I have become.

A girl who goes to club, has alcohol, get drunk and fell asleep there.

If you don't like this, stay away from me.

I'm not the old version of me, can't go back anymore.

Past is past, nothing that I miss.

I love my life now.

Date: 17/6/2011.

Location: Reggae

Whisky and coke are a total match.

I didn't fall down because of him.

Oh when we were all still sober.

When we were still sober haha.

Mendy who treats me very well.

Final is around the corner.

Gonna start working very hard and go to a club right after that.

我放肆地在玩。

你让我难受，

我只好把它甩开。

You define happiness.

今天早起了，

摆脱手忙脚乱的烦躁，心情愉悦。

其实，自己给的快乐，也很踏实。

Time to be alone.

点一杯Green Tea Latte，

坐在咖啡馆的一角，一个最不显眼的地方。　

喜欢当旁观者胜过于焦点，

所以坐在人来人往的一角，偷窥。

一个人很平静的时候，

我会想是这个世界在疏远我，

还是我太过习惯寂寞，所以总在不自觉中，

远离人群。

如果身边都是虚伪做作，

我宁愿孤独。

我晓得每个人都有一张面具，

所以不奢求真心。　

也因为这样，才觉得独处是必要。　

在一天里腾出一点时间，

做自己吧。

From now on,

all I want is to be a happy and cheerful person.

Those who like me will still like me,

those who don't will still hate me.

So what's the difference ?

Recently, I ...

Life is precious, hence it is too short to be unhappy.

I define happiness as the result of cumulating joys.

That is why I enjoy discovering every little happiness around me, to cheer myself up, to be happy.

Recently, I

enjoy sitting at Starbucks a little too much, either with friends or with myself.

I feel so sick of having Mcdonald's because of these six can glasses that I love so badly.

I have my own room with a study table now.

Not a very spacious study area, but is more than enough.

I have cereal almost every day.

I feel happy when I see the sunrise, which is absolutely adorable.

I still draw nonsenses during the class when I feel bored.

And I like taking photos of others when they are not prepared.

No, they didn't even know that. haha.

Life has got imperfections.

The matter is how you live beyond the imperfections.

I won't care about what others think of me,

as long as I do what I'm supposed to,

as long as I don't betray,

as long as I am feeling alright.

如果有下辈子，我真的不想遇到你。