:)

Talking to friends is the best way to make myself feel better when I'm depressed,

it is my favourite anti-stress method and it always works.

When you can sense my emo-ness, yes, talk to me please.

Thank you for talking to me at this point of time,

while you have to prepare for tests and while you have your own problems to solve.

It means a lot to me, a lot.

And yes, you are a good friend.

《深深凝视》 张曼娟

入山好几天，不是雨就是雾，他们都说这时节不对，

所以我只是走进一座山，并没有看见山的样子。　

就像我只是以为自己恋爱了，却没能使他爱上我。　

但，我是真的倾全部心灵虔诚地爱过他了，而且，

这爱仍未枯竭，永不止息。　

离开这座山，一个转弯，天忽然晴了，

我清楚看见山脉、天空、云朵、河流，

比想象中更壮阔动人。

我深深凝视，像顶礼着贵重的爱情。

其实，他有没有爱过我，一点也不重要。　

Christina Aguilera Bound to You ( Burlesque soundtrack)

Sweet love, sweet love
Trapped in your love
I've opened up, unsure I can trust
My heart and I were buried in dust
Free me, free us

You're all I need when I'm holding you tight
If you walk away I will suffer tonight

I found a man I can trust
And boy, I believe in us
I am terrified to love for the first time
Can you see that I'm bound in chains
I finally found my way
I am bound to you
I am bound to you

So much, so young
I've faced on my own
Walls I built up became my home
I'm strong and I'm sure there's a fire in us
Sweet love, so pure

I catch my breath with just one beating heart
And I brace myself, please don't tear this apart

I found a man I can trust

And boy, I believe in us
I am terrified to love for the first time
Can't you see that I'm bound in chains
I finally found my way
I am bound to you
I am bound to

Suddenly the moment's here
I embrace my fears
All that I have been carrying all these years
Do I risk it all
Come this far just to fall, fall

Oh, I can trust
And boy, I believe in us
I am terrified to love for the first time
Can you see that I'm bound in chains
And finally found my way
I am bound to you

I am,
Ooh, I am
I'm bound to you

I love this song.

Sunday afternoon, give me a cup of hot chocolate and a book.

我会突然对某些事上瘾。

像是最近，习惯迟睡，

习惯午后一个人在咖啡馆，　

一杯热巧克力，一本书或是一台电脑。　

我喜欢那么自由，那么没有拘束。　

今天天气很阴凉。　

我依然在咖啡馆，还是一杯热巧克力，和张曼娟的《你是我生命的缺口》。　

短短的散文，看了不会让人觉得闷。　

一章几页，一小口热巧克力，再继续。

　

在吵杂的人群中我好像很虚幻，

与人群暂时隔离让我心里很舒服。　

张曼娟说，

如果有个男人为她撑伞，

她肯定会爱上他。　

后来她遇上了这样的一个人，

才知道原来就算有人为她撑伞，

也未必会爱上。

然后我不禁好奇，自己究竟会爱上怎样的人？　

在人群中会牵我的人，我第一个想到；　

然后，我觉得是肩膀很好靠的人；

又或许，是笑容很好看的人。　

沉醉在想象里边，好一段时间。　

后来我又想，

在人群中愿意牵我的人、肩膀很安全的人、笑容很好看的人，

遇上了就一定会爱上吗？　

爱情从来就不是等式。

而我从来不喜欢钻研公式，破解迷题。　　

所以最后我选择热巧克力，

至少在那瞬间它温暖我的肚子。　

BLUE!

I have blue nails!