What would you like to eat?

I'm thinking about ...

what should I grab for my lunch later. =S

I've been eating bread and maggie for weeks and

I want something good to satisfy my little stomach.

It's a anti bread and maggie Saturday!

Thank you for turning up in my life.

There are many things we need to learn in life.

Life is not all about ourselves, we got to learn how to live peacefully with others.

While living with others, we need to tolerate,

need to comprehend, need to forgive and of course, to love.

I'm lucky.

There is always somebody here to be with me,

sharing my happiness and sorrow, help me to get rid of troubles.

Also, give me their support, trust in me, believe that I could be the better me one day.

I appreciate everyone that turns up in my life.

There's always something that I can learn from them.

Life may be confusing.

But sometimes we can do nothing but to let go.

We should learn to forgive.

Forgive everyone and everything,

No matter how hurt it is, they are all over.

Thank you.

I really mean it.

I wish that all of us will live happily ever after.

I love fairy tale and I always trust in it.

Are you with me? no more, sorry.

Ok, it's time to confess.

I should understand that everything will change,

so do the people around me.

No matter how close we were, they'll change.

They won't be by my side forever, our life is going on,

without caring how I feel and how hard I tried to let every moment stays longer.

Perhaps I was the one they used to rely on,

tell me everything that happens around them,

share their interest with me,

discuss about every affair in the class,

talk about movies, songs and even share the juicy gossip that we know recently.

These are all past tense, I know that, I just keep refusing to face it.

I always try to deceive myself.

I do really hope that it will be with me as long as possible.

However, I'm the only one who think like this, I think.

That's why I feel sick, sick of every changes around me.

Well, probably most of my friends went to university and

started to have their brand new life.

They've made a lot of friends, indeed.

Their life is undeniably much more interesting than mine.

And I ?

Still the same.

Stay away from public most of the time, there's no one new in my life.

I'm still the little girl lingering around my old classmates.

I'm not saying that I'm fed up with the old.

I just feel like there's no improvement on me,

after almost 8 months from 2009, I'm still the same.

There's something I don't want to lose perhaps,

so I do hope that everything could remain the same.

But do you know what is the saddest part of this?

I've the idea that you've no idea how much you mean to me. And that's all.

I'm not tired. I'm not complaining.

I'm not trying to show you how pity I am.

I'm not going to hate you and I never regret being such a fool.

I did feel a desperate tiredness. I wanted to blame. I wanted to hate.

I never success, though.

I'll just leave it.

Time will make the decision for me which would totally satisfied me.

You might say that I'm emo again today but I'm not,

I do not feel any emo-ness.

These days I feel a bit bizarre.

I stop doing stuff that I used to do everyday and I don't like the change.

I'm timid. I just keep all the emotions by myself and

wish that everything is going to be ok by doing nothing.

To be honest, I don't know what the hell am I thinking.

I don't believe in F.O.R.E.V.E.R. There's no such thing.

It's life, it's fact, it's not a fairy tale.

There's no long long ago, in a faraway land story,

so do the they live happily ever after ending.

Open your bloody eyes and confess to this bloody fact with bloody mood.

I'd better stop here, I'm on the brink of becoming a lunatic.

But I'm sure that I will be just fine, better than the previous me,even the present me.

Good luck, everyone.

Movies day.

Since xiao hui is not here to watch movie with me at the cinema, I decided to watch alone at home. It's my private, lovely and cosy mini cinema~

The invention of PPS is really appreciated, my boring Saturday is full-filled.

I've been watching movies from dawn to dusk today and I've finished five.

I'm not interested in horror movies, war movie... etc. I addicted cartoon recently.

They're incredibly amazing!

Here's the movies i watched today:

1 Cloudy with a chance of meatballs;

2 Beauty and the beast;

3 Cinderella;

4 Ratatouille; and

5 The emperor's new groove.

Today I'm so happy with these movies.

I don't know what had happened to me just now.

I was craving for jelly. The refrigerator is empty though.

But the desire to get something to eat just couldn't get out of my mind so I had plenty of the delicious yet fattening CHOCOLATE.

Awww, what a great satisfaction.

Chocolate is awesome!

It's Saturday. What to do?

I'm sick with Saturdays that without Xiao Hui, movies and lunch at Jusco Bukit Tinggi.

Staying at home all day long on Saturday is such a waste!

I've to find something to do, seriously.

I've been a lazy person for 18 years or so.

As I said, everything will change and so do I.

It's been a long time since I touched a book but I started to read these days.

I'm quite surprised of this. I always think that it's impossible for me to read again but it just happened.

Not bad huh, my determination. =)

As you sow, so shall you reap.

I wish that I could see the improvement soon.

Good luck.