Gone.

有些事，

总是静静地来；

悄悄地走。

感觉是一种很玄的东西，

不知不觉地，就这样没有了，

不管从前如何。

而我没有刻意去避免，

让它放肆，

随意滋长。

只是，

我会害怕，

历史的重演。

If you want to be happy,

give more,

expect less.

That's it.

　

Things that you will know.

While the works are piling up,

while we are getting busier and busier,

we started to stay up late,

we started to stress ourselves,

we started to ignore people around us,

we don't care how they feel,

we want them to shut up and leave us alone,

everything that comes out from their mouth is just so annoying,

and we started to think:

my life would be so much fun without you.

Yes, probably.

When you first get rid of someone who really care about you,

it would be so MUCH fun.

Getting rid of an annoying person,

hanging out with your piggy doggy so-called friends.

Yes, fun, happy, exciting.

But wait,

they are not going to ask you to take care of your body;

they are not going to ask you to study;

they are not going to be with you when you are upset;

they are not going to support you when your idea is against them;

they are not going to back you up, when you really need it.

Perhaps, all you can see is the fun and perhaps, that's all you want.

But thing changes.

You won't want the fun forever, you'll want to take things seriously eventually.

You are just not prepared to grow up, I know.

Go ahead, have fun.

You'll know what I mean, one day.

周末， 堆积如山。

Don't complain.

Don't be serious.

A sleepless night, again.

Switch on the laptop,

listen to my favourite Taylor Swift's songs,

flirt a little.

Enjoy every little satisfaction I got from there,

that's it, no more, nothing more.

Don't come any closer or it will be a disaster.

Don't be serious to me as I left my seriousness with someone else,

haven't taken it back yet.

Don't push the boundary as it is so strong that even me, being the builder can't move it.

Stay there, just stay there.

The distance is just fine, not too far and not too close.

Curious about it?

Don't be.

Look at what I've just said,

don't be serious.