Failure.

I who have exam phobia will be having assessment next week,

what is on my mind now?

I am lost, I am not sure if I'm right on what I am doing now.

I am afraid of failing,

result is always my only way to comfort myself,

to tell myself that I am not too bad,

to make myself feel a little bit better than others.

What if I fail this time?

I have been failing for 20 years of my life.

I'm a failure.

I think I start being harsh, to myself, and even others.

Sorry if I have provoked you, I couldn't help it.