Hello holiday~!

A fancy restaurant with delicious food and a nice friend made my day.

Sometimes my life is perfect, in the imperfections.

平凡的你？

我遇到猫在潜水，却没有遇到你；

我遇到狗在攀岩，却没有遇到你；

我遇到夏天飘雪，却没有遇到你；

我遇到所有的不平凡，却一直遇不到平凡的你。

几米。

You've got a mail.

Dear Shin Yi,

Further to your request dated 12 January 2011, I am writing to confirm that you have officially been withdrawn from your course of study at the Liverpool Law School.

.......

I feel so bad.

Sorry, log on failed.

I wanted to log on to Uni of Liverpool website to check my email just now and I realised that my account had been removed. I am no longer related to it.

The feeling is so bad.

Notes.

我把笔记当成你，

所以我努力地读，希望有一天读懂你。

如果可以把人的思绪用笔记表达，

就不需要互相猜疑，就不会纷纷扰扰，就没有不合，没有决裂，没有纷争。

但是这个可能性不高，

所以我们还是在猜疑，还有纷扰，还有不合，还有决裂，纷争也没有平息。

也因为可能性不高，所以猜疑会变成相信，汹涌的怒气后还是会有平静。

人生的笔记，我们用青春来写。

代价不是笔，是感情。

Mind the step.

Mind the step.

小心每一步，在生活里跌倒很痛。

莫文蔚-愛情

我憧憬平淡舒服的爱情。　

像是只要一个眼神就能懂得对方；

像是正要去倒杯水时那杯水却很适时地被递到你面前；

像是懂得我没有表现出来的不安，上前来给我一个安静的拥抱。

如果有一天，当我遇到生命中那个对的人，

我希望他被我爱得很舒服也很幸福。　

然后我们两个，在某个夕阳西下的傍晚，

牵牵手，散散步。　

每天每天，都提醒自己多爱对方，都一起回忆每个携手共度的日子。　

那会是一篇，我看过最美丽的故事。

　

　

Yes I am staying.

So now, almost everyone knows that I am staying and please allow me to assume that everyone knows the reason as well as I am really too lazy to talk about it any more.

For now I will stay here, didn't switch course as I thought before but continue studying law at HELP. Yes I admit that it's kind of silly to give up an opportunity to study abroad and come back here but come on, what's done is done so I am just going to look on the bright side. Perhaps everything will be as good as it was in Liverpool.

Those three months in Liverpool are precious. I'll take it as a valuable experience in my life and of course, I will never ever forget everything and everyone there. It is a nice place with awesome people. It is a waste I can't study there, to be honest.

But anyway, we have to make a decision between the choices around us. Perhaps most of the people disagree with me but sorry I can't satisfy everyone around me. I don't care what do you think about me as it is out of my business. The only thing I want is to study hard and get my law degree, be a lawyer and live my life.

I'm just feeling not well.

今天的心情很灰。

第二次的离开怎么会比第一次来得难受？我没有头绪。

我只是，很难受很难受。

心里有很多话想说，在你面前我却沉默了。

了解你到了某个程度，知道你的想法，所以明白，沉默对大家都好。

不要怪我那么爱哭，我只是太难受，太不舍得，太不想跟你突然又离得那么远。

虽然就算在同一片土地，我们也离得够远的了.......

不明白的是，自己还在等什么。

有距离好吧？

我觉得人不管离得多远，只要有心就没有距离。

只是，两个我都没有。

妈妈不要骂我没心肝。

我只是在营造我很想回去的假象，让你放心一点。