Which type of woman do you want to be?

I was tidying my room the other day and realised that I have got quite a number of collection of bags. Yea it might still be a nothing for some girls but for myself, I think I am very lucky that I can pampered myself with all these middle-classed designer brand bags at the age of 20.

Staring at my little collections, I can't imagine how lucky I am. I always get what I wanted, of course, in very limited circumstance I don't, but mostly, yes. Mum satisfies almost all my wishes, and gives extra sometimes, when I didn't ask for it. Mum is the kind of mother who expresses her love to her kids by buying them stuffs, so I've never ran out of anything. Everything that's been given by parents is very enough, in fact, kinda exceeding yet I don't appreciate what I have sometimes. I know, this is a very wrong part of myself and I'm trying to fix it.

In most circumstances, I accept love from mum and I seldom, or rarely love her back. Until few days ago, when she acted like a child and asked dad for a birthday present, and I realised from that point of time that every girl wants to be loved and it must be expressed by word, by action or by conduct, not by silence.

At last my dad, as usual, is still acting like a robot and didn't buy my mum a gift, saying that she's already had what she's supposed to have. Everyone at home is disappointed in him, those who're still single and available swore to god that they'll never ever find a husband like this, although he is our dad but so what? I still don't want a husband like this because I'm not going to spend the rest of my life with him, what's the point of getting a always-let-you-down husband?

Or, on the other hand, from that little incident I also realised that women should never rely on men. Once they leave you, that's it, you're done with everything, not only losing a man who used to love you like you are his whole world, but also losing your financial support, and friends, if you treat him like your whole world too. All of sudden, you will be so lost and not knowing what to do next. After that? Probably wasting tissue and cry your ass off. What's next? You still have to move on.

So what's my point? Girls, find anything that can support your living, you can't have your income from a man. Oh of course you can, if you treat the income as an extra money for shopping. Get a job and stop dreaming about all those forever-and-ever-after fairy tales. There is a reason that those stories are give a name fairy tales, wake up. Doesn't is more cheering when you get a Hermes Birkin bag yourself instead of begging from your guy? And of course again, if you are perfect enough to let a man to buy you one, I have nothing to say. And doesn't it more joyful when you can afford a Volvo or BMW or whatever by your own income? Don't you feel proud of yourself when you have achieved something?

I'm going to work so hard that one day I can be a woman like this, no kidding.